Chapter 864: The thing worth persisting in (1)
The lesson Lu Xin’s mother gave him was very vivid.
Lu Xin had never had such a clear understanding of the spiritual core.
Something that could only be destroyed, but could not be contaminated …
Lu Xin stood beside his mother and lowered his head. After a long while, he raised his head again and looked at the abnormally large Crimson Moon in the sky.
He could feel the pressure that this unusual Crimson Moon brought to him. He could even feel the clear feeling of the Crimson Moon reflected in his pupils. It was as if he had finally seen the world clearly for the first time in his life.
Mental corruption, mental core, self …
A person’s will, principles, bottom line, the most beautiful beginning, or the strongest desire …
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..
actually, I’ve felt all of this before …
Lu Xin suddenly turned around and looked at his mother in surprise.
“Yes, I am.”
“The spiritual core isn’t a mysterious thing.” His mother smiled and nodded.
“Actually, it’s very ordinary.”
it has long been in our lives and thoughts. It is always accompanying us like our breathing.
we’ve long sensed its existence and its influence on us. It’s just that very few people will understand its importance.
it’s just like how few people in this world can really understand themselves …
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In his mind, from the time he was in the orphanage to when he left, he had experienced so many things. Then, he had met one person after another, and encountered one thing after another that he couldn’t understand.
The black particles in Lu Xin’s eyes began to swarm like a swarm of bees.
The surge of energy had reached its limit, and even Lu Xin’s mother, who was standing beside him, could feel the intense trembling.
She then let go of Lu Xin’s arm and took a step back.
He looked at Lu Xin with a gratified expression.
For the first time, Lu Xin didn’t even try to suppress the black particles.
He simply allowed the black particles to vibrate and be released.
He was enjoying the feeling of the black particles swimming in his body and the tearing sensation they brought to him.
In the past, he had been subconsciously afraid of the black particles. This was because he didn’t know what kind of consequences and damage these violent black particles that could destroy his body countless times would bring if they were completely released.
But now, he wanted to give it a try.
Through this lesson, he understood the true meaning of the spiritual core, and he also truly understood …
.. The spiritual core was the key to preventing himself from losing control.
..
“Buzz Buzz Buzz …”
When the vibrations of the black particles reached their peak, the air around Lu Xin began to ripple.
It was unknown how many aptitude users there were in the city, or the mental monsters hidden in the abyss that mirrored Qing gang city.
All of them seemed to have sensed Lu Xin’s presence as they raised their heads to look at him.
At the same time, in an old building in satellite city No. 2 of qingang, the windows were slammed open and then shut again.
It was unknown how many windows were smashed into pieces at this moment.
In each of the rooms, there was an old phone that suddenly exploded and rang with an ear-piercing ring.
The TV sets that were not connected to any power source suddenly started to display snowflakes and layers of twisted images.
“Pa pa pa …”
Around the old building, a series of sparks appeared on the wires connected to the old building, illuminating the deep night sky.
The old building seemed to be experiencing an earthquake as it trembled non-stop, as if it was about to rise from the ground.
However, when the trembling reached its peak, it carried a sense of despair and gradually became quiet.
“Eh, there’s no more movement?”
In Room 401, the younger sister carefully pressed her face against the door and listened for any movements outside.
The father nervously stuck his head out of the kitchen and even made a posture as if he was ready to retreat back into the kitchen at any time. “You’re being honest now?”
“It seems so.”
The younger sister nodded and listened carefully to the movements outside. it seemed like someone wanted to rush in just now, but there’s no one now …
“Yes …”
“Why don’t you go out and take a look?” his father pondered and suddenly said.
His sister immediately rolled her eyes and glared at him.”You think I’m stupid?”
“Do you believe that I won’t throw you out?” his father was furious.
The younger sister immediately stood up with her hands on her waist and said, “”You dare?”
His father choked. He sat back on the stool in the shadow of the kitchen and sulked.
This was the first time she had won her father in a fight, but her sister did not show much joy. She could not help but say, “”What did they do?”
“Hmph!”
Her father rolled his eyes at her and showed a disdainful expression.
But after a while, he couldn’t help but say, “”Strictly speaking, it’s to give a result to our plan from a long time ago,”
The younger sister thought about it seriously and realized that she still didn’t understand.
Feeling the despair in the corridor, he said, “”Is that a good or bad thing for us?”
The father looked at his sister with a cold expression and snorted, ” now that this matter has come to a conclusion, at least you don’t have to worry about him getting angry and tearing you to pieces in a short time. So, do you think this is a good or bad thing? ”
brother would never tear me into pieces …
The younger sister wrinkled her nose and answered with confidence.
Under his father’s disdainful gaze, he looked out the door and said, “”Then what are they afraid of?”
“It’s very complicated …”
“They don’t have to worry about being destroyed in a short time,” his father said after a moment of silence.
but they also lost the right to choose forever.
“..”
“..”
“Chi …”
As the black particles in Lu Xin’s eyes became more and more obvious, the trembling became more and more intense. It wasn’t just within Qing gang city and the abyss that Qing gang was in. Even in the sky, there were some things that felt something and were suddenly frightened.
Two cracks appeared in the sky beside the huge Red Moon, as if a long ravine had been torn open.
In the ravine, there were indifferent and cold pupils, looking down at him …
At this moment, the huge spiritual pressure was like the ocean hanging upside down above qinggang, slowly sinking.
At the same time, Lu Xin’s eyes turned to look at it.
As a result, the two sides ‘eyes met, and the ocean above qingang suddenly set off a huge wave.
The pair of eyes closed instantly and disappeared without a trace.
The black particles in Lu Xin’s eyes also began to fade away, gradually turning into clear black and white.
But it was different from before.
It didn’t disappear because he was venting his anger or because of a sudden change in mood.
This time, it disappeared when Lu Xin wanted it to.
This was the first time Lu Xin had felt so free, and he couldn’t help but smile from the bottom of his heart.
“Pa pa …”
It was her mother smiling and clapping.
Lu Xin discovered that the red Moon had disappeared.
In its place was a crescent moon behind the dark clouds in the distant sky.
The long lines of people had disappeared and the city had returned to normal. He was standing on top of a tall building and looking down at the city below. It was the unfinished building that qingang had built for doll.
Lu Xin turned to look at his mother with a tinge of regret. “I still can’t do it completely.”
“It’s good enough,”
it’s just like how a promise that’s made so easily is worthless, ” her mother said softly. you’re the only one who can decide the direction you’re going.
don’t be in a hurry to make a decision, because this is very important to you and the world.
“..”
Lu Xin suddenly had a lot of questions to ask when he saw his mother’s relieved expression.
For example, those three blank years, the gap in his memory that still hadn’t been filled.
He understood that everything that was happening now might have something to do with that void.
Another example was, what kind of ability did his mother have that allowed him to experience such wonderful changes?
But in the end, he just smiled at his mother and said, “”After I find him, does that mean I don’t have to follow the rules anymore?”
“What do you think?” his mother smiled.
I don’t know. Lu Xin shook his head and smiled. I just know why I have to follow the rules.
I finally understand why I didn’t have any confidence when I faced number eight.
“..”
As he spoke, he slowly squatted down and looked at the qingang armed forces, which had been quiet just now, but had become chaotic because of the opening of the eyes in the air. The lights lit up one by one, and the electromagnetic cannons reappeared one by one.
“It’s just like how I used to think that I liked qingang.”
“But in fact, Qing gang is my teacher.”
“..”
The commotion around them was getting more and more intense, and the sound of electromagnetic currents could be heard in the wires or in the air.
In the distant air, a distorted shadow appeared and gradually stabilized, forming the outline of doll holding an umbrella.
“It’s me …”
Lu Xin waved his hand at the doll to clear up the misunderstanding.
Dolly floated over slowly in the air with a sweet smile on her face, as if to say that she had known all along.
At this moment, her mother was also smiling very happily.
She suddenly slung her bag over her shoulder and slowly walked forward to doll’s side. She gently raised her hand and lifted doll’s chin.
The baby was stunned and didn’t dare to move. His mother held his chin and looked him up and down.
Lu Xin was a little stunned as he watched from the side.
It felt like there was something wrong with this scene.
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“Not bad.”
Her mother had already finished examining the doll. She pinched her little face and smiled.”It would be better if you were smarter …”
Doll lowered his head in a daze, looking a little shy.
“Let’s go!”
His mother nodded in satisfaction. She turned to Lu Xin and raised her arms.
Lu Xin caught up with her and held onto her arm as they walked forward.
“Have. good rest tonight …”
His mother smiled happily and said, ” go on stage tomorrow and give the researchers with less hair some training …
“Ah?”
“What’s wrong? Are you worried that I won’t be able to teach them?”
no, but I’m not very good at teaching …
“It doesn’t matter, I’ll do it. Didn’t Qing gang teach you a lot? We naturally have to teach them something.”
“This …”
“A world that can give birth to a Savior is lucky, but a world that needs a Savior is sad!”
“So, it’s good for them to learn more …”
“..”
Lu Xin didn’t know how to answer, so he turned to look at doll, who was standing obediently behind him, and waved his hand.
“See you tomorrow …”
